Nyesel Bo’ong!!! >____<

Barusan, aku chatting ama orang US, baiiiiiik bgt!!! Sayangnya.. ak bo’ong soal ASLku.. SUMPAAAAH nyesel bgt!!! >_______<. Namanya Jake Burken. Dia sama sekali gak minta fotoku, trus.. pokoknya baik bgt deh!! Aduuuh, moga ketemu lagi deh.. di omegle. Klo ‘fate’ apa yang gak mungkin. Hahaha..

Nih, chatnya.. Baik bgt dia!! :

You’re now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Official messages from Omegle will not be sent with the label ‘Stranger:’. Strangers claiming to represent Omegle are lying.
Stranger: hey
Stranger: how r ya (baru awal dah nanya kabar, baik kan? hhehhe)
Stranger: im jake (langsung nyebut nama lagi, wah wah.. ramah bgt!)
You: fine, thanks. you>
You: ?
You: i’m ruri (gak sepenuhnya bo’ong sih.. >.<)
Stranger: im good
Stranger: ruri?
You: yes?
Stranger: i like ur name (klo bilang nama asliku, bakal bilang gini gak ya??)
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: cute
Stranger: haha
You: hahaha.. thanks. Jake is good too. πŸ˜€
Stranger: where are you from?
Stranger: thank you
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: Indonesia, but half japan. hhahha hbu? (bo’ong bgt!!!)
Stranger: american
You: ooh.. πŸ˜€
Stranger: lol
Stranger: you have a kool race
Stranger: haha
Stranger: good combination..
Stranger: lol
You: ?? haha.. thanks.
You: what’s kool race?
Stranger: u r welcome
Stranger: may i ask your age
Stranger: i am 18
You: oh, sure.. πŸ˜› i;m 15
You: hhehhe
Stranger: lol
Stranger: kool
Stranger: u seem older (di bilang tuwek, nasib nasib..)
Stranger: you are mature for 15! (hahaha.. makasih deh, di bilang dewasa)
You: oh, really??
Stranger: YES
You: no, i think i’m childish..
Stranger: LOL
Stranger: you dont appear that way..
You: hahaha.. hm, well, thanks. πŸ˜›
Stranger: u r welcome
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: hahaha.. you’re the only guy, who said i’m mature. πŸ˜› (kenyataan)
Stranger: lol.. i dont see why
You: hahaha.. lol
Stranger: u r very kool for 15
You: ?? kool, it’s mean too old. πŸ˜›
Stranger: not to sound weird, but may i ask what you look like?
You: hm, i can;t give u my pics. πŸ˜› sorry, but, i have a .. black hair, a big eyes, short and thin body. hhahha (bener sih, kurang ‘ugly’ aja)
You: hbu????
Stranger: i wasnt wanting picture (wah, keren! speechless!)
Stranger: i was just curious what you look like
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: i am tall (iyalah, org barat.. gak tanya klo tinggi )
Stranger: firty blonde hair, green eyes, athletic
You: ooh.. you’re the only guy in omegle who wasn’t want pics.. hhahha
You: wow, green eyes. it’s nice!! :DD
Stranger: lol
Stranger: thank you
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: u seem nice as well!
You: u’r welcome. Oh, thanks. hhahha.. you too.
Stranger: you may see MY pic if you would like!
Stranger: i dont mind..
You: hm..
You: Lol.
You: okay..
You: hhahha..
Stranger: one sec
Stranger: myspace.com/artistjakeburke
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: hhahha.. thanks. πŸ˜›
Stranger: welcome
You: oh, Jake Burke.. πŸ™‚
Stranger: yes
You: hahaha.. you have agood name. really!! πŸ™‚
Stranger: thank you
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: haha.. u’r welcome.
Stranger: πŸ˜‰
You: oh, you can play a guitar?
Stranger: yse
Stranger: i am a musician (kereeeeeen!!!)
You: ooh, wow! πŸ˜€ ah i see..
You: do you ever write a song?
Stranger: yes (manteeeb!!! apik apik!!)
You: well, i wanna know what song. πŸ˜›
Stranger: i write and play my ownmusic
Stranger: it is on the thing i sent u
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: one of my old songs is on it
You: oh.. you sang in your song?
Stranger: yes
You: wow. cool. :DD
Stranger: thank you
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: lol
You: your song is ” what doesn’t kill you” ?
Stranger: yes
You: oh.. πŸ˜€
Stranger: did u listen to it?
You: not yet, still loading. πŸ˜›
Stranger: oh
Stranger: i c
Stranger: haha
You: i wanna listen it. πŸ˜› may i?
Stranger: yes
Stranger: if u want..
You: i want it. hhahha..
Stranger: lol
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: the loading is sooooo loong… T___T
Stranger: haha
Stranger: u r funny (funny? crazy kaleeee..)
Stranger: do you have facebook? (addduuuh, pengen bgt ngasih, tp aku kan bo’ong ttg asl ku.. klo jujur, pasti bakal marah dia.. huh!
You: ?? my friends call my crazy girl. hhahha. oh, no. 😦
Stranger: lol
Stranger: oh, it is ok!
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: hm.. you’re kind person, that i ever met in omegle and from US .. :DD hhahha
Stranger: awe, thank you
Stranger: u r very sweet
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: hahaha.. LoL. u’r welcome
You: can i download your song? , coz, the loading is too long! T___T
Stranger: yes
Stranger: if u want
You: give me the link. πŸ˜›
Stranger: i dont know it..haha.. it should be on the page, next to the song..
You: i don’t have myspace. hm, mybe i should be a member first.?.
Stranger: yes
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: that would be kool
You: can you tell me ‘kool’ s mean??
Stranger: it mean i like you!
Stranger: haha
You: hah??
You: why, ‘kool’ could mean ‘i like you’ ?
Stranger: it means you are cool, that i like something about you
You: ooooh. i see… thanks. πŸ˜›
You: i like the way you played guitar. πŸ™‚
You: hhahhahha.. that’s good. :DD
Stranger: welcome
Stranger: and thank you
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: you can be a great musician. i hope it. πŸ˜€
Stranger: thank u
Stranger: me too
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: :DD
You: i really want to can play guitar.. but………..
Stranger: you are so nice! πŸ™‚
You: huh, that’s too hard to mee.
Stranger: u can learn.. πŸ™‚
You: yes i did.. but.. huh. so hard!! >____< i prefer like to sing.
Stranger: u sing?
Stranger: that is very kool
You: no, that’s not. just my hobby. πŸ˜›
Stranger: i am shure you can sing very cute!
You: oh, your song is good. :DD
Stranger: :)\
You: haha.. no.
Stranger: thank you
You: u’r welcome. πŸ˜› do you have a band?
Stranger: no, i play bye myself
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: ooh. why?
Stranger: i like too play alone
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: i would let you sing for me thouhg
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: lol
You: LoL.. no way. hhahhahha..
Stranger: deffinently
Stranger: πŸ˜‰
You: hahaha..
Stranger: i wish you was older.. u would make a awesome girlfriend!
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: LoL. awesome? there’s other girls that more awesome than me.
Stranger: i havent met them yet!
Stranger: haha
You: πŸ˜›
You: oh, that’s my honor. thanks. :DD
Stranger: you are welcome..
Stranger: πŸ™‚
You: but, i never had a boyfriend. πŸ˜› LoL. hhahhahhahhahha
Stranger: really?
Stranger: when do you turn 16?
You: yes. hhahha
Stranger: when will u be 16?
You: Augst. πŸ˜›
Stranger: i wish it was sooner
Stranger: i would be your bf..
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: lol
You: hhahhahha.. i wish it too. hahaha LoL
Stranger: do u have a email.. so i can talk to u again?
You: hm, sorry… 😦
Stranger: it is fine
Stranger: but i must go to sleep
Stranger: nice to meet you
You: oh,
Stranger: you are very nice and sweet
You: Ok. nice to meet you too
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: goodnight!
You: haha.. thank. :DD
You: still afternoon here
You: πŸ˜›
You: hope we can chat again, sometimes. πŸ˜€
You: have a nice dream, Jake. :DD
Stranger: how can we chat again?
You: hm, mybe we can meet again in omegle. hahaha.. fate. πŸ˜›
Stranger: haha
Stranger: maybe
Stranger: goodnight
Stranger: πŸ™‚
Stranger: dream of me!
You: yeah, well, Good night!! :DD ^______<
You: hm, okay. hhahha LoL
You: bye..
You have disconnected.

Chat MARMOS di OMEGLE

Sumpaaaaaah~!!!! nyebelin banaget nih orang! pengen ku rebus!!!!!! Som pinter bgt! padahal aku kira baik! huh!!!! nih chat nya yang SOK pinter bgt!!

You: betein bgt sih!!!!! ( ceritanya mau curhat )
di kira yang sibuk cuma dia apa?!
udah bikin aku gak enak ama kakak-kakak itu..
masih aja, marah-marah cuma gara-gara hal sepele!!!!!
beteeee beteeeee~!!!!!
Stranger: hi
Stranger: um again in english please ( pengen tau mungkin dia. hhe )
You: hm..
You: okay, i’ll try
You: the point is, i hate her, coz she is so selfish!
Stranger: ok
You: she angry with me, just coz a little thing. ( NOT IMPORTANT thing )
Stranger: tell me plz
You: what? i have just tell you
You: about her
Stranger: tell me about the unimportent thing plz
Stranger: heres my email shamer
You: no, i’ll tell it right now
Stranger: ok
You: okay, she said ” Thanks” to me. But, i don’t know, whty she said that. So, i ask her “why?” and then, she get angry.. huh!! T__T
You: *why
Stranger: oh im so happy for her you dont deserve a girl like thta you deserve a girl like me wants some pics of me (gak nyambung kan??!)
You: hah? gak nyambung bgt sih!! why you happy for her? she’s so selfish!!! i really mad with her!! D:
You: hey, i’m a girl too. and she’s my friends. i guess you think i;m a guy, and her is my gf. right?
Stranger: your a biotch i hate youΒ 
You: biotch? what’s that?
You: why you hate me> you don’t know i am
You: ?
Stranger: your an idiot how old r u (ngatain gw idiot, jak gelut tenan!! )
You: wht?? idiot? why you call me like that?
You: i’m 15. you?
Stranger: because your stupid and were r u from
You: what?? oh, great!!
Stranger: your stupider then my my friend and that is stupid i meen really stupid (masih ngejek gw idipt bgt lagi!! sial sial!!)
You: you don’t know i am. so, you can’t call me stupid like that
You: i don’t really care about your stupid friend
Stranger: i know your stupid because you dont know many words and because you take things to seriosly (ngomentarin inggris gw yg pas-pasan!!)
You: what? okay, mybe my english is not good. so, is that problem?
Stranger: and you speak jiberish and i know what you said was not a real language ma two shoes (tau deh, ngomong apa dia =__= )
You: whatever deh, mybe you don’t know my language.
Stranger: deh great english punk and tell me what language is that if its real
You: Indonesian. i’m sure, you don’t know that!!
Stranger: of couse i do you idiot its below the pilipeens
You: oh. good news. HEY!! stop calling me idiots! i’m not idiots!
Stranger: phillippens
Stranger: your so stupid idiots is plural your one persone
You: Aish, terserah lah! whatever you say
Stranger: tu es un idiota porque to es estupido (pameeeer!!!!!)
You: you can speak french?
Stranger: oui
Stranger: but i bet you cant (ngejek lagi!!)
Stranger: idiot thats your new nickname (makasih deh!!! sialan ni orang)
You: so, you’re from france?
Stranger: no im from venezuela america ireland scotland and england tell me were all of those places r
Stranger: you are looking it up (ih, sorry, deh, gak penting!!)
You: no
Stranger: then whats taking you so long
You: coz, i hate you.
Stranger: then tell me were r they loser
You: ih, kamu tau gak sih, i’m sad now coz my friend. and then you called me idiot..Β  (curahan hati saya, sempet mau nangis tau!)
You: jahat!!!
Stranger: well good im happy so were r they
Stranger: you are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo looking it up
You: are you understand what u am talking about? i’m sure you don’t
Stranger: cheater (ngatain gw penipu skrg?! maunya apa e?!)
You: what????
You: okay, now you call me cheater!!!!!
Stranger: well im sure you dont understand your a biotch yo es espanol y yo no me gusta to idiota
Stranger: cheater
Stranger: your sooooooooooooooooo not 15 (ngapain gw bo’ong?! gak guna)
You: why you call me cheater? i’m not cheater!! what?! i’m 15!!!!!!!!
Stranger: sure cheater
Stranger: leave!!!!!!!! (ngusir, tapi gak disconnect, PAYAH!)
You: you can disconnect me if you want. why you don’t disconnect me?
Stranger: why dont i no coz i like insulting you butt face (ngejek lagi!)
Stranger: disconect yourself (nyuruh lagi, ogah!!)
You: evil!!!!!!
You: huh!!!
Stranger: im not evil i just tell the truth bwhahaha

Tau deh ni orang, sarap bgt!!!! gak jelas!!! Udah lugu aku mau curhat, eh, malah di buat mainan!!! maleeeees bgt!!!!!!!

>___________< chat paling bikin kesel!!!

nothing’s gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They’ll take us where we want to go

Hold me now, touch me now

I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead the way for us

Just like a guiding star

I’ll be there for you if you should need me

You don’t have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I’ll help you see forever too

Hold me now, touch me now

I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I’ll never ask for more than your love

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing’s gonna change my love for you


Bad Night-Bad Day..

Well, sebenernya..

Hari ini.. bener-bener hari sial namun untung. Tapi banyak sialnya. Tadinya, aku mau ngisi blog ini dengan sesuatu yang romantis yang tadi terjadi di sekolah. Namun, semuanya berubah. Bener-bener deh.. Hidupku kacau!!!

Pertama sekolah:

Aku bahagia!! Sangat!! Hatiku sudah berbunga-bunga sebelum melihatnya. Namun, entah kenapa tiba-tiba aku kembali pada kenyataan. Sekarang adalah hari biasa, bukan UTS.

Saat UTS aku bisa melihatnya dengan puas, karena kelasnya bersebrangan. Tapi sekarang?? Aku lupa kalau dia hanya keluar saat shalat Dhuhur dan pulang. 😦

Belum lagi, ternyata dia di jodoh-jodohin sama Rini ( pinter bikin Karikatur, pasti lebih islami ketimbang aku, dan pinter bahasa inggris ). Sekilas, aku ingin menjadi Rini. Meskipun itu mustahil.

Dan, mungkin nasibku sedang bagus hari itu, saat Upacara aku ketangkap basah (lagi) sedang melihatnya. Yeah, sekarang sudah menjadi rahasia umum aku suka sama dia. Bagus bgt gak!!Β 

Tidak seperti dulu, dulu hanya aku yang menatapnya, sekarang dia menatapku pula. Meskipun aku tahu maksudnya berbeda. 😦 Lalu, bertemu kembali saat Shalat Dhuhur. Dan saat Pulang di Parkiran. Ia melihatku, tapi aku tidak melihatnya. Jarak kami sangat dekat, aku terlalu malu untuk melihatnya. Akhirnya, aku hanya menyuruh temanku untuk segera pergi dari tempat itu.

Well, aku anggap itu nasib baik. Dan aku tahu sekarang, semua nasib baik pasti ada ganjarannya=NASIB BURUK!!

So, aku gak menyalahkan siapa-siapa disini. Aku hanya menulis apa yang ada di Kenyataan, yang baru saja terjadi.

Teman cowokku datang ke rumah, Dan aku dimarahi karenanya. Aku tidak suka saat orang tuaku bilang : Tidak pantas, Tidak sopan, tidak tau aturan pada temanku. >.<

Benar-benar tidak sukaaaa!!!!

Dan akhirnya, aku kembali di ceramahi tentang Sekolah, aku sering main, dan KERUDUNG!!!

Aku kembali dipaksa pake kerudung!!!!!!Β  Aku gak sukaaa!!!!

Orang tuaku sudah banyak memaksa!!!

Jadi Dokterlah, Pake kerudunglah, Gak boleh Mainlah, Bahkan HOBI ku saja tidak di dukung sama sekali!!!!! parah gak?!

Mereka pasti tidak tahu, aku sekarang bisa baca hangul, baca hiragama, tau beberapa kata dalam bahasa Jepang, Korea, dan Prancis! Mereka pasti tidak tau, berapa desain baju yang sudah aku bikin, dan dengan mudahnya mereka buang, Mereka pasti tidak tau berapaΒ  cerita dan imajinasi yang aku buat sampai sekarang. Mereka pasti tidak tahu, kalau sekarang semua orang memuji dance-ku.

Aku merasa tidak di hargai.

Mereka pikir aku tidak punya bakat? Mereka pikir aku sudah senang bila di belikan buku? Mereka pikir aku senang dengan semua itu??

Mereka pikir, apa hobiku hanya membaca buku??

Mereka bahkan tidak pernah membelikan buku sketsa (meskipun aku pernah menintanya), tidak pernah membelikan pensil warna, tidak pernah membelikan buku percakapan bahasa Asing.

Mereka tidak mengijinkanku mengeksplose Bakatku-Hobiku!!

Apa itu namanya overprotactive??